Happy 5th Anniversary Asraf!!<3


Now at this hour i just hang up the phone with my beloved Boyfriend,Asraf.We did not realize the time...goshhh..Before we hang up the phone..we realize it was our Anniversary! Quickly Asraf told me he wanna put down the phone...haha..we both know that we gonna wish each other.

This was what he send to me.....and im touched!

"Etri...its oready 5mths being 2gether wif u..n i assume datwe had gone tru alot.....n theres still more in future perhaps...u made me change my way of lyfe n u made me u'stand e simple thing called LOVE..ahacks...:) i just want ya 2 noe dat i love u n i will always be loving u n i will always be loving u hunney..dun u ever feel dat ur being desserted by me...ur e special star dat keeps shining on me wen im in e dark...so plz stay by side :) Happy 5th anni! with love.....
Md Asraf..:) "

After reading that sms he send to me,i feel like crying.In which i dunnoe y...i'm touched and plus..plus.Having to go thru hard relationship in the past have taught me enough about Love. Love is a feeling of two people that no others can feel the same way like we do.Love is about accepting someone's imperfection as perfect things to us.Its true that love can make you blind,but we as human have to open our eyes.Realize what others say about ur relationship,if people can see it as unhealthy relationship...open up ur eyes and think.If its healthy...move on.

I think i have went thru hard enough in my past relationship.How i struggle through up and down.How things happen the way u never want it to happen.Never expected the unexpected things to happens.How many tears u cried and how u lead ur life with depress,stress,anger and no other option.My past is something i dunwan to remember but past are meant to be remembered.Cause thats whats keep u going on now.

I always have been searching for something in life, and not yet to be found of what i really want.I'm counfused.Till this very moments, God send me this wonderfull angel from heaven.Md Asraf Bin Abdul Rahim.When 1st i met him...i noe something about him that i want to noe more.But seriously i have no ideas of going into relationship with him...were juz wanna be friends.But yeahhh.....feeling cannot be control.I admit I LOve him even more after the 9th floor incident.Till now i'm still in love with him....:)

Now i have found what i really wants and needs in life..thats YOU! Asraf. No one else matter to me...i hope this relationship would bring us to somewhere where we want it to be...the 26.Amin.

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Ok...got to go to bed now...tomorrow got wedding functions to attend with BF!...Night2..*TTYN