Firstly i wanna wish you guys out there "Selamat hari Raya".I know i did not managed to send all the SMS to some of my friends out there..but i did send some.haha..atleast if i say here..save sikit.:) Well...This year hari raya means a lot for me.Bf came over on the second day of raya and introduce him to my family.I'm gratefull mum and dad likes him;and thats all i need to know. House was like usual,kakaks and abgs came over...hmmm but it sad me cause i dun have much relatives to go about.Only my father's side cause my mum's side dun celebrate hari raya but Christmas.Hmm..i wish i could go somewhere..but i'm thankfull enough that i'm still here to celebrate hari raya.i'm thankfull for it.Now life seem very worth for me,i still wanna live and move on with life.Things have change so much in different way...i'm happy with it now.
Sometimes at night while i'm lying on bed...i start to think and wonder.Why?How?Then i came to realise that life has more to it.When we just thinking about whats happening to our life,start thinking for others and you will think that you're life not bad as it is afterall.Think of the one you loves and the one who have enter you're life in their own ways...You will start to treasure them more.Kita akan merasa memiliki bila kita sudah pernah merasa kehilangan.i believe that setiap orang yg bermula nya sesuatu dari bawah dan melalui liku-liku kehidupan,di kemudian hari org itu akan mejadi seseorg yg lebih menghargai kehidupannya.
hmm..maybe i should write in malay instead of english??..haha..cause i'm good in malay rather than english.haha...maybe i should try one day ya...well...i'm not going out for raya yet..cause tommorow start working already.Will be going out on saturday i guess..or sunday.depends.
Lastly....to my sweet lil Bf(
mohammmad Asraf)...goshh i love you so much to death! haha.He have been there for me all this while...for all the struggle,ups and downs.For the all my sadness and in happiness...When i'm in tears you're there..i still remember the 9th floor when i'm all stress out and in tears,u're there with me and never leave even though we were just friends.You came to me wipe my tears and told me not to cry...and kiss me on the forehead before you went off.How u stay awaked all night waiting for me until 3am plus under my blk,waititng me to came back home.You used to packed for me food and milo in the morning as early as 5.30am just to send me to work and make sure i eat my breakfast(even now u dah bz keje...u still asked me jugak lah..haha).you never stress me out with anything...nothing..goshh..i miss all those moment before.:( But now even you getting bz,You never failed to fetch me from work everyday or send me whenever you could...cause i know u still wanna be there for me.I know you're tired sometimes but you still make ur efforts for it.You bought me things but not for yourself,You always put me 1st than urself..i'm thankfull enough for all the things you've done for me.i swear from the bottom of my heart,i love u so much!How i wish i could spend the rest of my life with you soon...cause i dun need anyone else but YOU. :)
Nurul ♥
Faridah ♥
Intan ♥
Putri ♥
